SPECIAL MESSAGES
SPECIAL MESSAGE (October 5,
1975)
Be comforted. You are not
asked to do anything. There is a time when to step back is all that is asked of
you. It is a time of rest and not of strain; a time of peace and not a time of
conflict. That time is almost here. It seems fearful because it is not under
your control. But think a minute; stop and think honestly about what your
control has done; what it has brought to you.
You have been caught in a
trap from which you never could escape. Conflict, guilt and fear have come with
you and never left your side. Each one of you has done this differently, yet
each has come to the same place; the same impasse. And now it seems to each of
you that there is no escape. For it is true that you cannot escape alone. Your
stories seem to differ, for they do take different forms. Yet their one content
makes you brothers. Dwell not upon the differences or you are lost. It is in
recognizing the common content; the common need, that you are save!
The mess that is your lives
is an illusion. What can the form of dreams resolve? There is no answer to a
question not yet asked, for it would not be recognized. Ask only this: Will I
fulfill the function given me? What else is there to ask? Why must I know the
form in which the answer comes to me? God answers, “Yes” and it is done. No
more than this is meaningful to you.
It is not He Who would
withhold the future and leave you fearful. You could not accept His “yes” in
forms you would not understand. Things still in time unfold as is appointed
them, and many things remain undone as yet. Plans based upon intangibles cannot
be fully shown to you. And what has not as yet occurred must be intangible.
This phase of learning has a single lesson for all the forms your problems seem
to take. [To God all things are possible, but you must ask His answer only of
Himself.
Perhaps you think you do, but
be you sure that if you had (did) you would be quiet now and wholly undismayed
by anything. Do not attempt to guess His Will for you. Do not assume that you
are right because an answer seems to come from Him. Be sure you ask, and then
be still and let Him speak. There is no problem He cannot resolve, for it is
never He Who keeps apart some questions to be solved by someone else. You
cannot share the world with Him and make half of it His while half belongs to
you. Truth makes no compromise. To keep apart a little is to keep all separate.
Your life, complete and whole, belongs to God or none of it is His. There is no
thought in all the world that seems more terrible.
Yet it is only when this
thought appears in perfect clarity that there is hope in peace and safety for
the mind so long kept dark and twisted to avoid the light. This is the light.
Step back and do not dwell upon the forms that seem to keep you bound. You will
fulfill your function. And will have whatever you will need. God does not fail.
But lay no limits on what you would give to Him to be resolved. For He can not
offer a thousand answers when but one is all there is. Accept this one of Him,
and not one question will remain to
ask.
Do not forget if you attempt
to solve a problem, you have judged it for yourself and so you have betrayed
your proper role. Grandeur, which comes from God, establishes that judgment is
impossible for you. But grandiosity insists you judge, and bring to this all
problems that you have. And what is the result? Look carefully upon your life and
let it speak for you.]
Is this frail breath and deep
uncertainty your choice for you? Or would you rather rest in surety, certain
you would not fail in your request to have all problems happily resolved? Do
not mistake the fine disguises you can use to cover judgment. It appears as
charity, as mercy and as love; as pity, understanding and as care. And yet you
know it is not what it seems because the problem still remains unsolved, and
comes to haunt your mind in evil dreams.
[What have you kept from God
that you would hide behind your judgment? What have you concealed beneath the
cloak of kindness and concern? Use no one for your needs, for that is “sin,”
and you will pay the penalty in guilt. Remember you need nothing, but you have
an endless store of loving gifts to give. But teach this lesson only to
yourself. Your brother will not learn it from your words or from the judgments
you have laid on him. You need not even speak a word to him. You cannot ask,
“What shall I say to him?” and hear God’s answer. Rather ask instead, “Help me
to see this brother through the eyes of truth and not of judgment,” and the
help of God and all His angels will respond.
For only here we rest. We
cast away our little judgments and our petty words; our tiny problems and our
false concerns. We have attempted to be master of our destiny and thought that
peace lay there. Freedom and judgment is impossible. But by your side is One
Who knows the way. Step back for Him and let Him lead you to the rest and
silence of the Word of God.]
SPECIAL MESSAGE ( December
15, 1975)
You need do nothing now.
Between now and the end of December some very important & necessary changes
will take place. One of them is factual and the others are shifts in attitudes.
Until these have been accomplished it would be pointless to try to force
through a plan. Afterwards the plan will unfold of itself.
The shifts in attitude will
happen to each of you, and will involve the resolution of your critical life
problem as you see it. These are the problems that seem to be interfering with
hearing what the plan is. It is during this month that you will resolve them
sufficiently to understand that you can hear the plan if you will listen. And
you will listen, because you will at last be willing to do so.
There is no use in trying to
work out specific plans, however important they may seem to be. They will all
fall into place. This year is not yet done, and it will work out as you were
promised.
Be content to get together,
all of you or some of you, as you are told. Each meeting will contribute to the
goal. But the real changes will be sudden, unexpected and genuinely revealing.
Nothing will be left unresolved.
SPECIAL MESSAGE -Dec. 31,
1975.
It is done. This year will be
different. Hell has gone by. I did not fail. I brought you all unto your
Father, out of hell forever.
You will realize this
gradually, for you could not bear to hear all that this means now. This year it
will gradually unfold, and by the time the year has ended you will wonder why
you ever doubted.
I cannot tell you more than
you could hear without fright, and if you knew all that has been prepared for
you, you would indeed be frightened. Now I tell you only this, for this you can
believe:
This year you will set up a
place which will be the home of the course; a place where it will grow from
infancy into a helper of the world. It will grow slowly, because nothing can be
permitted to go wrong. It must develop without error, and with nothing to mar
its perfect purity. It is the Word of God, to be kept holy forever.
This time there will be no
failure, no loss of truth, no misunderstanding and no misinterpretation. I will
direct its growth as it reaches from the paper on which it was written into the
hearts for which it was intended.
Be comforted by this: It will
be impossible to make any mistakes in its connection which will endure. I am
watching over it with all the care I have for all my brothers in salvation. I
understand what it can do for them, and I will make sure that it does it, and
does it perfectly.
Do not be concerned about
starting. You have started. Do not be concerned about growing. You have grown
and will yet grow more. And above all, do not be concerned about my love for
you. There will not be one of you who will not be sure this year that I am with
you, was with you when you came, and will never leave you.
What more would you have? I
will tell you everything you need know, whenever you need to know it. My
promises are sure because they are of God. As you are and I am, Amen.
SPECIAL MESSAGE - April 10,
1976
It is too soon to ask about
the Medical Center. But think how all the steps are being taken for a stunning
end to all your trials. This year will end in blazing glory and there will be
nothing left to doubt or sorrow for. Step back just a little and look. Do you
not see the giant steps already behind you? Can you doubt the rest?
SPECIAL MESSAGE - July 17,
1976
Do you remember what Joyce
said about the powers of darkness being massed against the truth? This is what
she meant but did not recognize:
There is no external
darkness, but there is indeed an internal darkness that can be projected
outward, and it seems to mass to attack a real step forward and prevent it from
being taken. Why? Because the darkness is frightened by the thought of the
light at the end of the tunnel. It does mean its end. And so as we draw
nearer..
I do not fail my promises.
When I promised you a year of radiance and peace, I meant it. What is the
massing but a point of nothingness to us. Darkness does not exist. When the
light comes it is gone. And [ ] it will be, and very soon.
Do not be caught by the forms
that darkness takes. They are all defenses against the light, and they will not
prevail against it. It does not matter how dark the darkness seems to be. What
is not light is darkness. But it is the darkness that is about to go. Believe
me in this only a little, and you will be happy even now. But do not forget
that either way it will be soon.
March 20, 1977
“. we will ask what the
problem is, and what is the answer to it.”
PROBLEM: You have denied the
Love of your life because you have denied your Self.
ANSWER: Accept him back, and
you will recognize your Self again. He represents your Self to you. He is your
healing and your salvation. He comes as a thief, to steal away your “sins.” He
comes as a Savior, to save you from your false ideas of what you are. He comes
as a Son of God, because that is what he is, along with you.
You need him now, but his
need for you is as great as yours. Together you can save the world. Alone, he
cannot fulfill his function any more than you can. Deny him not. He stands for
you. What he represents is God’s gift to you and to him. Take it of him, and
all the world is saved.
“See me, then, who comes to
save you. I stand for your holiness, and your holiness is the holiness of God.
The cost of denying this gift is hell. The answer to your receiving it is
Heaven.”
April 6, 1977
Thank you for changing your mind. Nothing will happen. I told you he is in my
charge. I do not promise lightly. And remember what I said about the test. Let
this be your Eastertide along with mine. Give me the gift of all your worries,
and I will give you the gift of peace and joy in exchange.
What else could Easter mean?
January 1, 1978
[You think the Child is
stillborn, and you are in mourning now for Him. You do not understand what
happened, nor the signs that still surround His birth. The star is there, and
all attempts to call it something else will slip away in time. For it was so
before, and will be so again. We cannot know when truth has come because it
would be hard to see the Heavens where a manger stands. But when the truth has
come, there is a light that finally shines through.
The mother waits. The Child
has come, and has been born again. He is not dead. He is the sign of life, the
gift of God, the Lord of peace, the King of all the world, the Son of man and
you. There is a light surrounding you that you will see when you have ceased to
fear to look on Him Who came to save you, and the world through you. How can
you doubt that I will come and tell you just exactly what you need to do to let
your function be fulfilled? Of all the world, how is it you who doubts?
There is no plan without your
part, and it will be revealed as soon as you can see that life is there, and
has been born to you. Be patient, Mother, for the end is not what you believe.
I come in glory to the one who gave me birth, and I will stay and wait in
patience for your wakening. When you behold Me, you will understand. Till then
we wait together, you and I.]
January 7, 1978
Be sure to slip through this
temptation with my help, which will not leave you if you ask for it. There is
no point in dwelling on the past because it is no longer true now, no matter
what it may have been. In one sense all the discontinuous fragments that occur
to you are true, but only in the sense that you have dreamed these dreams and
seen the others who took part in them. This is not reality as it should be
remembered. There is a section in the text on “Present Memory.” Much of the
answer lies in that.
Who were these people once?
As if it mattered now what dreams they had. Do not encourage nightmares, nor
forget there are no happy dreams excepting one. Do not, then, bother with the
rest at all. The fragments will continue, but they should be used only to
recall your function in its present form and present usefulness. Questions are
idle, and a waste of time when time is needed most. Do not delay by looking
back, and leave the future in the hands of God. He has much more for you than
you can find in
dreams.
[There is an urgency that
calls to you. You have a function. Do not now delay. In a little while you will
understand. You have been given charge of one way to God. It is direct and sure
and true, and there is need for it. You will be shown how it is needed, when to
use it, and where it should be taught for continuity.] We must not lose it in
this point in time by looking back. The past is meaningless. Your way will
teach this fact. How could it be that God would have the past be shown to you
when it will be the lesson you will teach that nothing in the past means
anything?
January 14, 1976
The night is dark but it will
have an end. Be comforted with this: No one I send to help you reach the goal
will fail to stand beside you till your kingdom is secure. The promises of God
are given you. What could be surer? There is help indeed for one so near to
Heaven. There is change in everything but this; whom He has called and who has
answered Him as you have done can rest in peace upon His loving arm, and trust
His
gratitude and thankful Heart to beat for yours when yours appears to fail.
Do not imagine He will leave
His child who heard His Voice and listened to His Word. Remember this; the
thanks of God are yours and will not leave you comfortless for long. You still
are needed in the world, to hear His Voice and share His messages of love with
those who call in sorrow. Could it be that you will fail to find Him, when His
need for you becomes as great as yours for Him? You need not fear that you will
suffer loss, nor that He will abandon you who gave His comfort to His Son.
Receive the gift you gave
to God and He would give to you.
Trust Him Whose Voice you
heard, and do not think He does not hear your frightened voice that calls in
whispered agony. You will be raised from terror to the shining peace of God.
The way seems thorny and beset with grief, Yet it is certain as the Love of God
which cannot fail. It holds you up, and so you cannot fail because it shines in
you. Faith will be yours because His faith in you is limitless. Do not despair
of Him Who loves you with an everlasting Love: Who knows your need and watches
over you in everything with ceaseless vigilance.
Do not forget His thanks, and
understand the gratitude of God goes far beyond all things the world can offer,
for His gifts will last forever in His Heart and yours. Be thankful for His
Love and for His care, for in this world it has been given few to give a gift
to God as you have done. Yet only a few are needed. They suffice for all the
rest, and they give thanks to you along with their Creator and with yours. He
is not careless of the gifts He gives, nor are His promises in vain. Be sure a
mother does not fail the Son she loves, nor will a Father cast away His child.
January 25, 1978
Leave this in my hands and do
not interfere personally. I need your help in another way. Let them look, let
them ask, and help me reach them. It is through Judy that I will speak because
her need is greater. She will know because I will tell her. She will not be surprised,
but she will be sure.
There is time. Be sure she
understands that. This is for her. Let her not forget there are options, and
she cannot choose among them.
On Monday, ask her to take
some quiet time. If possible around noon (she can do this if she really wants
to), and let her remember everything that has happened. Then forget all of it.
She will hear better away, because she wants to please and she is afraid not
to. Let her “be still and know that I am God.” And let her remember that her
“Father knows her need before she asks.”
February 24, 1978
The Foundation has a limited
function in the life of the Course. Its purpose is to publish, distribute and
discuss the material, and the steps followed in meeting this aim should be
carefully checked with the Author. He knows how He wants these functions
carried out and how this part of the program should be handled.
These steps are preparatory
to the real function for which the Course was given. It will take over at the
right time, and earlier goals will be handled separately, in time by
professional publishers. This will be in about two years. For now, it is going
well.
Do not put too much emphasis
or be overly concerned with this phase, and above all, do not confuse it with
the purpose of the Course. The Course has very long-range goals which could not
possibly be recognized now. None of you has found his true function yet. This
is because the central factor in the plan has not yet emerged, and the parts
cannot fall into place at this time.
It will begin to be clear
this summer, but will not be fully understood for some time. Nor is it
necessary to be clearer than is needed to show you the ways you are to go to be
of most help in your appointed roles. Each has been very carefully chosen, and
there have been no accidents nor accidental meetings. God watches over His Word
and over His messengers. Trust only that.
It would be impossible to
explain the details which depend on things that have not yet happened, people
not yet met, and events that have not yet occurred. You will still be told what
to do in any particular instance any time you ask.
As time goes on, some of the
answers will seem quite surprising. Rejoice when that happens. It means that
the next phase has begun. Everything that you are doing now will disappear, and
you will not remember it in the light of what will happen afterward.
Little children, be not
afraid. Just think of this: God is the REAL Foundation of the Course. It needs
you only in His Name. Would He then not tell you what to do and help you do it?
March 12, 1978
Your brother Jerry wants to
help you. It is important to him. Do it in love and it cannot hurt. It can only
help. But remember what it is that is helping. One form of magic is like
another. It would be a mistake not to do it because you are afraid. What are
called by many different names are not really different.
Give this gift to Jerry and
give it to me. Be not afraid. Trust your brother’s love and help him help you.
He will see it as a great gift, and I am here to see that nothing hurts you.
You will be healed by wanting
only the peace of God. Jerry knows that. You will not use the medication long,
as he told you. Take it in peace now because of him.
Was There a Physical
Resurrection?
My body disappeared because I
had no illusion about it. The last one had gone. It was laid in the tomb, but
there was nothing left to bury. It did not disintegrate because the unreal
cannot die. It merely became what it always was. And that is what “rolling the
stone away” means. The body disappears, and no longer hides what lies beyond.
It merely ceases to interfere with vision. To roll the stone away is to see
beyond the tomb, beyond death, and to understand the body’s nothingness. What
is understood as nothing must disappear.
I did assume a human form
with human attributes afterwards, to speak to those who were to prove the
body’s worthlessness to the world. This has been much misunderstood. I came to
tell them that death is illusion, and the mind that made the body can make
another since form itself is an illusion. They did not understand. But now I
talk to you and give you the same message. The death of an illusion means
nothing. It disappears when you awaken and decide to dream no more. And you
still do have the power to make this decision as I did.
God holds out His hand to His
Son to help him rise and return to Him. I can help because the world is
illusion, and I have overcome the world. Look past the tomb, the body, the
illusion. Have faith in nothing but the spirit and the guidance God gives you.
He could not have created the body because it is a limit. He must have created
the spirit because it is immortal. Can those who are created like Him be
limited? The body is the symbol of the world. Leave it behind. It cannot enter
Heaven. But I can take you there anytime you choose. Together we can watch the
world disappear and its symbol vanish as it does so. An then, and then. I
cannot speak of that.
A body cannot stay without
illusions, and the last one to be overcome is death. This is the message of the
crucifixion; there is no order of difficulty in miracles. This is the message
of the resurrection: Illusions are illusions. Truth is true. Illusions vanish.
Only truth remains.
These lessons needed to be
taught but once, for when the stone of death is rolled away, what can be seen
except an empty tomb? And that is what you see who follow me into the sunlight
and away from death, past all illusions, on to Heaven’s gate, where God will
come Himself to take you home.
October 2, 1976
(Note)
(Note made on 11/ 15 by HS re
B’s remark concerning top of p. 5, 11/ 13.)
Yes, but I doubt if it says
this is inevitable. It may entail more mis-will than we think. The above may
have been too passively interpreted. Note that B. did NOT ask MY will re same.
If he had, HE would have felt better.
SPECIAL MESSAGE directly to
WT:
I would like to pray that my
will be united with thine, recognizing that thy perfect love will suffice (or
correct) for my imperfect love. I pray that I may accept the Atonement with
conviction, recognizing its inevitable worth, and my own divine worth as part
of this identification with thee. I pray that my fear be replaced by an active
sense of thy love, and thy continual willingness to help me overcome the split,
or divided will, which is responsible for my difficulty with this. I accept the
divinity of the messages we have received, and affirm my will in both accepting
and acting upon the Atonement principle.
Here I am, Lord:
The major problem that both
of you have is the continuing split will, which naturally interferes with your
true identification. To the extent that you hold onto this split, it will take
longer to get through and will MARKEDLY interfere with your own integration
efforts. Reliance has to be placed on Me, which is sufficient once you do this
without distantiation or division in loyalties. This will be strengthened
through a continual affirmation of the goal you both want to achieve, and an
awareness of its inevitability. In this way, you will both perceive and KNOW
your true worth, and the importance of maintaining a COMPLETE identification.]
Dec. 1, ‘65.
WT special note for HS
The dominance-submission
problem is related to the perception of helping others VERSUS helping the self.
This is a misperception resulting from the failure to recognize the equal worth
of both individuals in the interaction. There can be NO confusion on this
point, and no strain, if this confusion is not introduced (through
misperception, naturally.) Such confusion may be experienced partly by HS at
times when WT is trying to help her. She is likely to feel that this puts her
in a subordinate position, since she thinks she should be the therapist.
Obviously, there is no problem once it is recognized that the equal worth of
each person precludes this misperception, since BOTH GAIN in such a
transaction. It is impossible for anybody to ever lose anything when this is
fully RECOGNIZED. This is what recognizing your brother is all about.
December 14
[SPECIAL MESSAGE
Nothing that relates to a
SPECIFIC relationship belongs in the notes. But you HAVE been told that if you
ask the Holy Spirit for SPECIFIC guidance in a SPECIFIC situation, He will give
it to you very specifically. When you and B. are ready to ask Him TOGETHER what
you can do for M., He will tell you, if you make NO attempt to give the answer
FOR Him. Prejudge His answer not, for if you do, you will NOT HEAR IT. But be
sure of this!
The Holy Spirit will NEVER
teach you to DISRUPT communication, but be wholly willing to let Him MAINTAIN
it in HIS way. M.. is unhappy and afraid, because he thinks communication
THROUGH THE BODY can be sought and FOUND. It is no harder for the Holy Spirit
to teach him that communication is of the mind, and NOT the body than it is for
Him to teach it to you. The Holy Spirit will have no difficulty, and much joy,
if you ALLOW Him to teach M. this THROUGH you. But be sure that you are willing
to learn it WITH him, or you will INEVITABLY interfere with what the Holy Spirit
would have him learn with YOU.]
Sept. 13, 66
[You have no idea of the
intensity of your wish to get rid of each other. This does NOT mean that you
are not strongly impelled TOWARD each other, but it DOES mean that LOVE IS NOT
THE ONLY EMOTION. Because your love has become more in awareness, the conflict
can no longer be “settled” by your previous attempts to MINIMIZE the fear. The
love makes attack untenable, BUT YOU STILL FEEL THE FEAR. Instead of trying to
resolve it directly, you have a strong tendency to TRY TO ESCAPE FROM THE LOVE.
Yet this is the LAST thing you would want to ESCAPE from. And even if you did,
you can escape from everything ELSE, but not from this. Be glad indeed that
there IS no escape from salvation.]
Sept. 14, ‘66
[You do not realize how much
you hate each other. You will not get rid of this until you DO realize it, for
UNTIL then, you will think you want to get rid of EACH OTHER and KEEP THE
HATRED. Yet if you are each other’s salvation, what can this mean except that
you PREFER attack to salvation? Be glad that neither your reality nor your
salvation is a matter of your preference, for you HAVE much cause for joy. But
that the cause is NOT of your making is surely obvious. You DO hate and fear
each other, and your love, which is very real, is TOTALLY obscured by it. How
can you know the meaning of love UNLESS it is total?
This will be a very difficult
period for you, but it will not be so for long. You are in danger, but you WILL
be helped, and nothing will happen. But you cannot remain in darkness, and this
will BE the way out. Look as calmly as you can upon hatred, for if we are to
deny the denial of truth, we must first RECOGNIZE what we are denying. Remember
that knowledge PRECEDES denial, and that the separation was a descent from
magnitude to littleness. And so the way back is to retrace the way to
magnitude.
Your hatred is not real, but
it IS real to you. IT HIDES WHAT YOU REALLY WANT. Surely you are willing to
look upon what you do NOT want without fear, EVEN IF IT FRIGHTENS YOU, if you
can thereby get rid of it? For you CANNOT escape salvation, and you WILL not
escape fear until you WANT salvation. Be not afraid of this journey into fear,
for it is not your destination. And we will walk through it in safety, for peace
is not far, and you will be led in its light.]
Sept. 16, 66
[SPECIAL MESSAGE FOR WT
Question: Why is WT more
depressed than usual?
Answer: He is in a very deep
sleep and much more resistant to waking than you are. The major problem with
him is that his is a PASSIVE resistance, which implies a giving over of will.
This always induces a state of resignation and therefore depression. Tell him
that no one can resign from the Sonship, since membership is not optional. He
has been looking for someone to TAKE HIS WILL AWAY, because he thought IT was
the cause of his trouble. Since the course has placed such persistent emphasis
ON will, and SINCE HE AGREES WITH THE EMPHASIS, his past adjustment is
threatened. THAT IS WHY HE COULD NOT SLEEP. His past came to “haunt” him
BECAUSE he is giving up the belief in ghosts.
Tell him again not to be
afraid of ghosts, and remind him that he HAS no past. The return of his will is
what he WANTS. No one can accept it but himself.]
11/ 15/ 66
[Special Note for HS
B. was right in not regarding
this as a separate problem. The savage problem of personal rejection. There is
no fear in perfect love. You do not want him to feel guiltless, but rejected.
This area is the only one in which you want to retain this, but you will not be
able to limit it. You will not see his purity until you give up rejection as a
weapon against him OR against everyone else. You think these are the only
alternatives. Be sure to consider why you want to maintain this position. B.
will help you with this.]
June 19, 1968
[As you see him you will see
yourself. Whether this be through the use of psychological tests, or by making
judgment in some other way, the effect is still the same. Whenever you have
judged anyone, it is impossible for you not to make this judgment on yourself.
If you see one of your brothers, who happens to be a patient, as exhibiting
signs of a thought disorder, then you will experience this same disorder in
your own perception. For whatever your thought may be about ANYONE determines
how you will respond and react to yourself and everyone about you. Take heed
then when you are called upon to fulfill your function as teachers that you
teach the truth about God’s Son. The only way that you can experience any peace
while this unfortunate necessity for interpreting illusions remains is to
recognize that you are DISCUSSING ONLY ILLUSIONS, and that this has no real
meaning at all. Try to say a prayer for your brother while doing this and you
will call forth and experience a miracle instead.]
STRANGER ON THE ROAD
The dead are dead. They do not rise again.
And yet I see in Him You a look (some things) I knew
In One so recently destroyed and laid
Away to wither on a slab of stone.
I almost could believe - but I have seen
His Your blue (white) and bloodless hands and broken feet,
The way He You crumpled when they took Him You down.
This is a stranger, and I know Him not.
Why should He You walk with me along the road,
An unknown one (whom) I almost think I fear
Because He seems like someone in a dream
Of deathlessness, when death alone is real?
Do not disturb me now. I am content
With death, for grief is kinder now than hope.
While there was hope I suffered. Now I walk go
In certainty, for death has surely come.
(Without uncertainty, for death has come).
Do not disturb the ending. What is done
Is done forever. Neither hope nor tears
Can touch finality. Do not arouse
The dead. Come, Stranger, let us say “Amen.”
(say “Amen” along with me).
The road is long. I will not lift my eyes,
For fear has gripped (grasped) my heart, and fear I know -
The shield that keeps (holds) me safe from rising hope;
The friend which that keeps You stranger still to me.
Your Word surrounds You like
a golden light,
And I can scarcely see the road I (we) walk
Because my eyes are veiled. Disturb me not,
I beg of You. I would not see You now.
You said You would return, and I believed
Too long already. Now my eyes are sealed
Against the slender thread of hope that cuts
Into my calm (still) despair. O let me go!
Must I remember now? But still (And yet) the light
Seems even brighter, and the road becomes
A sudden splash of sunlight. Who are You
Who dares to enter in fear and death? (I like this better reversed)
My heart will not be still. It seems to know
What I know not. It dances to a tune
I do not hear. It calls to me far ( from ) Him you
Whose heart has listened and whose ears have heard.
>From Him to me there comes an ancient song
My lips begin to sing, although I thought hoped
It was forgotten. Now I hear again
A Word I thought had been forever dead ,
Your voice reminds me of the love song
As He You had died. I cannot keep my eyes
>From looking up. Perhaps I did not see
The things I thought. Perhaps this light has come
To heal my eyes and let them see again.
Dear Stranger, give me back
my sight again,
And let my doubts be answered. They are dead
Because You live. (If You are living). Let me then look on You,
And hope will be transformed to certainty. (passed through)
Darkness cannot be sure, for shadows come
And weave uncertain shapes before my eyes
That have no boundaries. (And for that). No one can know
What they would represent. The mist is damp.
Who can have hope (be glad) in such a shifting place?
Let me remember You instead of death.
Let me remember You, and see in Him
Who walks beside me now Your glad return
Lord, did you really keep your lovely Word?
Was I mistaken? Did You rise again?
And was it I who failed, instead of You?
Are You returned to save me from the dead:
The dead are dead, but they can (will) rise again.
Let me remember only that. It was
The rest that was the dream. The light has come.
My eyes are opening and I can see (To look on You).
Re-Ordered
STRANGER ON THE ROAD
The dead are dead. They do not rise again
And yet I see in You a look I knew
In One so recently destroyed and laid
To wither on a slab of stone.
I almost could believe - but I have seen
Your blue and bloodless hands and broken feet,
The way You crumpled when they took You down.
This is a stranger, and I know Him not.
The road is long. I will not lift my eyes,
For fear has gripped my heart, and fear I know -
The shield that keeps me safe from rising hope;
The friend that keeps You stranger still to me.
Why would You walk with me along the road,
An unknown whom I almost think I fear
Because He seems like someone in a dream
Of deathlessness, when death alone is real?
Do not disturb me now. I am content
With death, for grief is kinder now than hope.
While there was hope I suffered. Now I go
In certainty, for death has surely come.
Do not disturb the ending. What is done
Is done forever. Neither hope nor tears
Can touch finality. Do not arouse
The dead. Come, Stranger, let us say “Amen.”
You said You would return,
and I believed
Too long already. Now my eyes are sealed
Against the slender thread of hope that cuts
Into my calm despair. O let me go!
My heart will not be still. It seems to know
What I know not. It dances to a tune
I do not hear. It calls to me from you
Whose heart has listened and whose ears have heard.
Must I remember now? And yet the light
Seems even brighter, and the road becomes
A sudden splash of sunlight. Who are You
Who dares to enter in fear and death?
My lips begin to sing, although I hoped
It was forgotten. Now I hear again
A Word I thought had been forever dead,
Your voice reminds me of the love song.
As You had died. I cannot keep my eyes
>From looking up. Perhaps I did not see
The things I thought. Perhaps this light has come
To heal my eyes and let them see again.
Lord, did you really keep your lovely Word?
Was I mistaken? Did You rise again?
And was it I who failed, instead of You?
Are You returned to save me from the dead:
The dead are dead, but they can rise again.
Let me remember only that. It was
The rest that was the dream. The light has come.
My eyes are opening and I can see (To look on You).
Deleted/ Unused Verses:
Your Word surrounds You like a golden light,
And I can scarcely see the road I (we) walk
Because my eyes are veiled. Disturb me not,
I beg of You. I would not see You now.
Dear Stranger, give me back my sight again,
And let my doubts be answered. They are dead
Because You live. (If You are living). Let me then look on You,
And hope will be transformed to certainty. (passed through)
Darkness cannot be sure, for shadows come
And weave uncertain shapes before my eyes
That have no boundaries. (And for that). No one can know
What they would represent. The mist is damp.
Who can have hope (be glad) in such a shifting place?
Let me remember You instead of death.
Let me remember You, and see in Him
Who walks beside me now Your glad return.
December 30, 1966
To empathize does NOT mean to JOIN IN SUFFERING, for this is what you must
REFUSE to understand. This is the EGO’S interpretation of empathy, and is
ALWAYS used to form a special relationship, in which SUFFERING is shared. The
CAPACITY to empathize is VERY useful to the Holy Spirit, provided you let Him
use it in His way. He does NOT understand suffering, and would have you teach
IT IS NOT UNDERSTANDABLE. When He relates through you, He does NOT relate
through the ego to another ego. He does NOT join in pain, knowing that HEALING
pain is NOT accomplished by delusional attempts to ENTER INTO IT, and lighten
it by SHARING the delusion.
The clearest proof that
empathy, as the ego uses it, is DESTRUCTIVE, lies in the fact that it is
applied ONLY to certain types of problems, and in certain people. These it
SELECTS OUT and JOINS WITH. And it NEVER joins, except to strengthen itself.
Having identified with what it THINKS it understands, it sees ITSELF, and would
INCREASE itself by sharing what is LIKE itself. Make no mistake about this
manouever; the ego always EMPATHIZES TO WEAKEN. And to weaken is ALWAYS to
attack.
You do NOT know what
empathizing means. But of this you may be sure; if you will merely sit quietly
by, and let the Holy Spirit relate THROUGH you, you will EMPATHIZE WITH
STRENGTH, and both of you will gain in strength, and NOT in weakness. Your part
is only to remember this; you do not want anything that YOU value to come of
the relationship. You will neither to hurt it, NOR TO HEAL IT in your own way.
You do NOT know what healing IS. All you have learned of empathy IS FROM THE
PAST. And there is NOTHING from the past that you would share, for there is
nothing there that YOU WOULD KEEP.
December 30, 1966 (CONTINUED)
Do NOT use empathy to MAKE THE PAST REAL, and so perpetuate it. Step gently
aside, and let the healing be done FOR you. Keep but one thought in mind, and
do not lose sight of it, however tempted you may be to judge the situation, and
DETERMINE your response BY judging it. Focus your mind only on this; “I am not
alone, and I would not intrude the past upon my Guest. I have invited Him, and
He is here. I need do nothing except NOT TO INTERFERE.” True empathy is of Him
Who knows what it is. YOU will learn HIS interpretation of it, if you let Him
use YOUR capacity for strength, and NOT for weakness.
He will NOT desert you, but
be sure that YOU desert not Him. Humility is strength in this sense only; to
recognize and ACCEPT the fact that you do NOT know, is to recognize and accept
the fact that He DOES know. You are not sure that He will do His part, because
you have NEVER YET DONE YOURS COMPLETELY. You will NOT know how to respond to
what you do NOT understand. Be tempted not in this and yield not to the ego’s
triumphant use of empathy, for ITS glory. The triumph of weakness is NOT what
you would offer to a brother. And yet you know no triumph but this. This is NOT
knowledge, and the form of empathy that would bring it about, is so distorted
that it would imprison what it would release.
The unredeemed cannot redeem.
Yet they HAVE a Redeemer. Attempt to teach Him not. YOU are the learner; He the
Teacher. Do not confuse your role with His, for this will NEVER bring peace to
anyone. Offer your empathy to Him, for it is HIS perception and His strength
that you would share. And let Him offer you HIS strength and HIS perception, to
be shared THROUGH you.
The meaning of love is lost
in any relationship which looks to weakness, and hopes to find it there. The
POWER of love, which IS its meaning, lies in the strength of God, which hovers
over it and blesses it silently, by enveloping it in healing wings. LET THIS
BE, and do not try to substitute YOUR “miracle” for this.
We once said that, if a
brother asks a foolish thing of you, to do it. But be certain that this does
NOT mean to do a foolish thing that would hurt either him or you, for what
would hurt one WILL hurt the other. Foolish requests ARE foolish, for the
simple reason THAT THEY CONFLICT, because they contain an element of
specialness. Only the Holy Spirit recognizes foolish needs, AS WELL AS real
ones. And He will teach you how to meet BOTH, without losing either.
YOU will be able to do this
ONLY IN SECRECY. And you will think that, by meeting the needs of one, you do
NOT jeopardize another, because you keep them SEPARATE, and secret from each
other. This is NOT the way, for it leads not to light and truth. No needs will
long be left unmet, if you leave them ALL to Him Whose FUNCTION is to meet
them. This is His function, and NOT YOURS. He will NOT meet them secretly, for
He would share everything you give through Him. And that is WHY He gives it.
What you give through Him is for the whole Sonship, NOT FOR PART OF IT. Leave
Him His function, for He WILL fulfill it, if you but ask Him to enter your
relationships, and bless them FOR you.
PART III
Nov. 14
The new emphasis will now be on healing. The miracle is the means, the
Atonement the principle, and the healing is the result. Those who speak of “the
miracle OF healing” are combining two orders of reality inappropriately.
Healing is NOT a miracle. The Atonement, or the final miracle, is a REMEDY. It
is purely a means, while any type of healing is a result.
The order of error to which
Atonement is applied is irrelevant. Essentially, ALL healing is the release
from fear. But to undertake this you cannot be fearful yourself.
You do not understand healing
because of your own fear. I have been hinting throughout (and once stated very
directly, because you were unfearful at the time) that you MUST heal others.
The reason is that their healing merely witnesses or attests to yours.
A major step in the Atonement
plan is to undo error at ALL levels. Illness, which is really “not Right
Mindedness”, is the result of level confusion in the sense that it always
entails the misbelief that what is amiss in one level can adversely affect
another.
We have constantly referred
to miracles as the means of correcting level confusion. In reality, all
mistakes must be corrected at the level at which they occur. Only the mind is
capable of error. The body can ACT erroneously, but this is only because it has
responded to mis-Thought. The body cannot create, and the belief that it CAN, a
fundamental error responsible for most of the fallacies already referred to,
produces all physical symptoms.
All physical illness
represents a belief in magic. The whole distortion which created magic rested
on the belief that there is a creative ability in matter, which can control the
mind. This fallacy can work either way; i. e., it can be misbelieved either
that the mind can miscreate IN the body, or that the body can miscreate in the
mind. If it can be made clear that the mind, which is the only level of
creation, cannot create beyond itself, then neither confusion need occur.
The reason why only the mind
can create is more obvious than may be immediately apparent. The Soul has been
created. The body is a learning device FOR the mind. Learning devices are not
lessons in themselves. Their purpose is merely to facilitate the thinking of
the learner. The most that a faulty use of a learning device can do is to fail
to facilitate. It does not have the power in itself to introduce actual
learning errors.
The body, if properly
understood, shares the invulnerability of the Atonement to two-edged
application. This is not because the body is a miracle, but because it is not
inherently open to misinterpretation. The body is merely a fact. Its ABILITIES
can, and frequently are, overevaluated. However, it is almost impossible to deny
its existence. Those who do are engaging in a particularly unworthy form of
denial. (The use of the word “unworthy” here implies simply that it is not
necessary to protect the mind by denying the un-mindful. There is little doubt
that the mind can miscreate. If one denies this unfortunate aspect of its
power, one is also denying the power itself.)
All material means which man
accepts as remedies for bodily ills are simply restatements of magic
principles. It was the first level of the error to believe that the body
created its own illness. Thereafter, it is a second mis-step to attempt to heal
it through non-creative agents. It does not follow, however, that the
application of these very weak corrective devices are evil. Sometimes the
illness has sufficiently great a hold over an individual’s mind to render him
inaccessible to Atonement. In this case, one may be wise to utilize a
compromise approach to mind and body, in which something from the OUTSIDE is
temporarily given healing belief. This is because the last thing that can help
the non-Right-Minded (or the sick) is an increase in fear. They are already in
a fear-weakened state. If they are inappropriately exposed to a straight and
undiluted miracle, they may be precipitated into panic. This is particularly
likely to occur when upside
down perception has induced the belief that miracles are frightening.
The value of the Atonement
does not lie in the manner in which it is expressed. In fact, if it is truly
used it will inevitably BE expressed in whatever way is most helpful to the
receiver, not the giver. This means that a miracle, to attain its full
efficacy, MUST be expressed in a language which the recipient can understand
without fear. It does not follow by any means that this is the highest level of
communication of which he is capable. But it DOES mean that it is the highest
level of communication of which he is capable NOW.
The whole aim of the miracle
is to RAISE the level of communication, not to impose regression (as improperly
used) upon it. Before it is safe to let miracle workers loose in this world, it
is essential that they understand fully the fear of release. Otherwise, they
may unwittingly foster the misbelief that release is imprisonment, which is
very prevalent. This misperception arose from the attempted protection device
(or misdefense) that harm can be limited to the body. This was because of the
much greater fear (which this one counteracts) that the mind can hurt itself.
Neither error is really meaningful, because the miscreations of the mind do not
really exist. That recognition is a far better protection device than any form
of level confusion, because of the advantages of introducing correction at the
level of the error.
It is essential that the
remembrance of the fact that ONLY mind can create at all remain with you.
Implicit in this is the corrolary that correction belongs at the thought level,
and NOT at either level to which creation is inapplicable. To repeat an earlier
statement, and also to extend it somewhat, the Soul is already perfect, and
therefore does not require correction. The body does not really exist, except
as a learning device for the mind. This learning device is not subject to
errors of its own, because it was created, but is NOT creating.
It should be obvious, then,
that correcting the creator (or inducing it to give up miscreation) is the only
application of creation which is inherently meaningful at all.
We said before that magic is
essentially mindless, or the destructive (miscreated) use of mind. Physical
medicines are a form of “spells.” In one way, they are a more benign form, in
that they do not entail the possession fallacy which DOES enter when a mind
believes that it can possess another. Since this is considerably less
dangerous, though still incorrect, it has its advantages. It is particularly
helpful to the therapist who really wants to heal, but is still fearful
himself. By using physical means to do so, he is not engaging in any form of
enslavement, even though he is not applying the Atonement. This means that his
mind is dulled by fear, but is not actively engaged in distortion.
Those who are afraid of using
the mind to heal are right in avoiding it, because the very fact that they are
afraid HAS made them vulnerable to miscreation. They are therefore likely to
misunderstand any healing they might induce, and, because egocentricity and
fear usually occur together, may be unable to accept the real Source of the
healing.
Under these conditions, it is
safer for them to rely TEMPORARILY on physical healing devices, because they
cannot misperceive them as their own creations. As long as their own
vulnerability persists, it is essential to preserve them from even attempting
miracles.
We said in a previous section
that the miracle is an expression of miracle-Mindedness. Miracle-Mindedness
merely means Right-Mindedness in the sense that we are now using it.
Right-Mindedness neither exalts nor depreciates the mind of the miracle worker
nor of the miracle receiver. However, as a creative act, the miracle need not
await the Right-Mindedness of the receiver. In fact, its purpose is to restore
him TO his Right Mind. But it is essential that the miracle worker be in his
Right Mind, or he will be unable to reestablish Right-Mindedness in someone
else.
The healer who relies on his
own readiness is endangering his understanding. He is perfectly safe as long as
he is completely unconcerned about HIS readiness, but maintains a consistent
trust in MINE. (Errors of this kind produce some very erratic behavior, which
usually point up an underlying unwillingness to co-operate. Note that by
inserting the carbon backwards, B. created a situation in which two copies did
not exist. This reflected two levels of confidence lack, one in My readiness to
heal, and the other in his own willingness to give.) These errors inevitably
introduce inefficiency into the miracle worker’s behavior, and temporarily
disrupt his miracle-mindedness. We might also make very similar comments about
your own hesitation about dictating at all. This is a larger error only because
it results in greater inefficiency. If you don’t say anything, nobody can use
it, including Me. We have established that for all corrective processes, the
first step is know that this is fear. Unless fear had entered, the corrective
procedure would never have become necessary. If your miracle working
propensities are not working, it is always because fear has intruded on your
Right-Mindedness, and has literally upset it. (i. e. turned it upside down).
All forms of not-Right-Mindedness
are the result of refusal to accept the Atonement FOR YOURSELF. If the miracle
worker DOES accept it, he places himself in the position to recognize that
those who need to be healed are simply those who have NOT done so. The reason
why you felt the vast radiation range of your own inner illumination is because
you were aware that your Right-Mindedness IS healing.
The sole responsibility of
the miracle worker is to accept Atonement himself. This means that he knows
that mind is the only creative level, and that its errors ARE healed by the
Atonement. Once he accepts this, HIS mind can only heal. By denying his mind
any destructive potential, and reinstating its purely constructive powers, he
has placed himself in a position where he can undo the level confusion of
others. The message which he then gives to others is the truth that THEIR MINDS
are really similarly constructive, and that their own miscreations cannot hurt
them. By affirming this, the miracle worker releases the mind from overevaluating
its own learning device (the body), and restores the mind to its true position
as the learner. It should be re-emphasized that the body does not learn, any
more than it creates. As a learning device, it merely follows the learner, but
if it is falsely endowed with self initiative, it becomes a serious obstruction
to the learning it should facilitate.
ONLY the mind is capable of
illumination. The Soul is already illuminated, and the body in itself is too
dense. The mind, however, can BRING its own illumination TO the body by
recognizing that density is the opposite of intelligence, and therefore
unamenable to independent learning. It is, however, easily brought into
alignment with a mind which has learned to look beyond density toward light.
Corrective learning always
begins with awakening the spiritual eye, and turning away from belief in
physical sight. The reason this entails fear is because man is afraid of what
his spiritual eye will see, which was why he closed it in the first place. We said
before that the spiritual eye cannot see error, and is capable only of looking
beyond it to the defense of Atonement. There is no doubt that the spiritual eye
does produce extreme discomfort by what it sees. The thing that man forgets is
that the discomfort is not the final outcome of its perception. When the
spiritual eye is permitted to look upon the defilement of the altar, it also
looks immediately toward Atonement. Nothing which the spiritual eye perceives
can induce fear. Everything that results from accurate spiritual awareness
merely is channelized toward correction. Discomfort is aroused only to bring
the need to correct forcibly into awareness.
What the physical eye sees is
not corrective, nor can it be corrected by any device which can be physically
seen. As long as a man believes in what his physical sight tells him, all his
corrective behavior will be misdirected. The reason why the real vision is
obscured is because man cannot endure to see his own defiled altar. But since
the altar has BEEN defiled, this fact becomes doubly dangerous unless it IS
perceived. This perception is totally not-threatening because of the Atonement.
The fear of healing arises in the end from an unwillingness to accept the
unequivocal fact that healing is necessary. The fear arises because of the
necessary willingness to look at what man has done to himself.
Healing was an ability which
was lent to man after the Separation, before which it was completely
unnecessary. Like all aspects of the space-time belief, healing ability is
temporary. However, as long as time persists, healing remains among the
stronger human protections. This is because healing always rests on charity,
and charity is a way of perceiving the true perfection of another, even if he
cannot perceive it himself. Most of the loftier concepts of which man is
capable now are time-dependent. Charity is really a weaker reflection of a much
more powerful love-encompassment, which is far beyond any form of charity that
man can conceive of as yet. Charity is essential to Right-Mindedness, in the
limited sense to which Right-Mindedness can now be attained. Charity is a way
of looking at another AS IF he had already gone far beyond his actual
accomplishment in time. Since his own thinking is faulty, he cannot see the
Atonement himself, or he would have no need for charity at all. The charity
which is accorded him is both and acknowledgment that he IS weak, and a
recognition that he COULD BE stronger. The way in which both of these beliefs
are stated clearly implies their dependence on time, making it quite apparent
that charity lies within the framework of human limitations, though toward the
higher levels.
We said before, twice in
fact, that only Revelation transcends time. The miracle, as an expression of true
human charity, can only shorten it a best. It must be understood, however, that
whenever a man offers a miracle to another, he IS shortening the suffering of
both. This introduces a correction into the Record, which corrects
retroactively as well as progressively.
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This section is inserted here because it deals with a more fundamental misuse
of knowledge, referred to in the Bible as the cause of the Fall (or
Separation). There are several introductory remarks which are intended to make
these explanations less fear-provoking. The first is a couplet which I drew to
your attention during the fragments of Midsummer Night’s Dream, which you heard
last night:
”Be as thou wast wont to be
See as thou wast wont to see.”
It is noteworthy that these words were said by Oberon in releasing Titania from
her own errors, both of being and perceiving. These were the words which
re-established her true identity as well as her true abilities and judgment.
The similarity here is obvious.
There are also some
definitions, which I asked you to take from the dictionary, which will also be
helpful. Their somewhat unusual nature is due to the fact that they are not
first definitions in their chronological appearance. Nevertheless, the fact
that each of them does appear in the dictionary should be reassuring.
Project (verb): to extend
forward or out.
Project (noun): a plan in the mind
World: a natural grand division. (Note that you originally wrote “word” instead
of
”world”.)
We will refer later to projection
as related to both mental illness and mental health. It will also be commented
on that Lucifer literally projected himself from heaven. We also have observed
that man can create an empty shell, but cannot create nothing at all. This
emptiness provides the screen for the misuse of projection.
The Garden of Eden, which is
described as a literal garden in the Bible, was not originally an actual garden
at all. It was merely a mental state of complete need-lack. Even in the literal
account, it is noteworthy that the pre-Separation state was essentially one in
which man needed nothing. The Tree of Knowledge, again an overly-literal
concept, (as is clearly shown by the subsequent reference to “eating of the
fruit of the tree”) is a symbolic reference to some of the misuses of knowledge
referred to in the section immediately preceding this one. There is, however,
considerable clarification of this concept, which must be understood before the
real meaning of the “detour into fear” can be fully comprehended. Projection,
as defined above, (this refers to the verb) is a fundamental attribute of God,
which he also gave to his Son. In the Creation, God projected his Creative
Ability out of Himself toward the Souls which He created, and also imbued them
with the same loving wish (or will) to create. We have commented before on the
FUNDAMENTAL error involved in confusing what has been created with what is
being created. We have also emphasized that man, insofar as the term relates to
Soul, has not only been fully Created, but also been created perfect. There is
no emptiness in him. The next point, too, has already been made, but bears
repetition here. The Soul, because of its own likeness to its Creator, is
creative. No Child of God is capable of losing this ability, because it is
inherent in what he IS.
Whenever projection in its
inappropriate sense is utilized, it always implies that some emptiness (or lack
of everything) must exist, and that it is within man’s ability to put his own
ideas there INSTEAD of the truth. If you will consider carefully what this
entails, the following will become quite apparent:
First, the assumption is
implicit that what God has Created can be changed by the mind of Man.
Second, the concept that what
is perfect can be rendered imperfect (or wanting) is intruded.
Third, the belief that man
can distort the Creations of God (including himself) has arisen, and is
tolerated.
Fourth, that since man can
create himself, the direction of his own creation is up to him.
These related distortions
represent a picture of what actually occurred in the Separation. None of this
existed before, nor does it actually exist now. The world, as defined above,
WAS made as a natural grand division, or projecting outward of God. That is why
everything which He Created is like Him.
It should be noted that the
opposite of pro is con. Strictly speaking, then, the opposite of projecting is
conjecting, a term which referred to a state of uncertainty or guess work.
Other errors arise in connection with ancillary defenses, to be considered
later.
For example, dejection, which
is obviously associated with depression, injection, which can be misinterpreted
readily enough, in terms of possession fallacies (particularly penetration),
and rejection, which is clearly associated with denial. It should be noted also
that rejection can be used as refusing, a term which necessarily involves a
perception of what is refused as something unworthy.
Projection as undertaken by
God was very similar to the kind of inner radiance which the Children of the
Father inherit from Him. It is important to note that the term ”project
outward” necessarily implies that the real source of projection is internal.
This is as true of the Son as of the Father.
The world, in its original
connotation, included both the proper creation of man by God, AND the proper
creation by man in his Right Mind. The latter required the endowment of man by
God with free will, because all loving creation is freely given. Nothing in
either of these statements implies any sort of level involvement, or, in fact,
anything except one continuous line of creation, in which all aspects are of
the same order.
When the “lies of the
serpent” were introduced, they were specifically called lies because they are
not true. When man listened, all he heard was untruth. He does not have to
continue to believe what is not true, unless he chooses to do so. All of his
miscreations can disappear in the well known “twinkling of an eye”, because it
is a visual misperception.
Man’s spiritual eye can
sleep, but as will shortly appear in the notes (reference Bob, elevator
operator) a sleeping eye can still see. One translation of the Fall, a view
emphasized by Mary Baker Eddy, and worthy of note, is that “a deep sleep fell
upon Adam”. While the Bible continues to associate this sleep as a kind of
anaesthetic utilized for protection of Adam during the creation of Eve, Mrs.
Eddy was correct in emphasizing that nowhere is there any reference made to his
waking up. While Christian Science is clearly incomplete, this point is much in
its favor.
The history of man in the
world as he saw it has not been characterized by any geniune or comprehensive
re-awakening, or re-birth. This is impossible as long as man projects in the
spirit of miscreation. It still remains within him to project as God projected
his own Spirit to him. In reality, this is his ONLY choice, because his free
will was made for his own joy in creating the perfect.
All fear is ultimately
reduceable to the basic misperception of man’s ability to USURP the power of
God. It is again emphasized that he neither CAN nor HAS been able to do this.
In this statement lies the real justification for his escape from fear. This is
brought about by his acceptance of the Atonement, which places him in a
position to realize that his own errors never really occurred.
When the deep sleep fell upon
Adam, he was then in a condition to experience nightmares, precisely because he
was sleeping. If a light is suddenly turned on while someone is dreaming, and
the content of his dream is fearful, he is initially likely to interpret the
light itself as part of the content of his own dream. However, as soon as he
awakens, the light is correctly perceived as the release from the dream, which
is no longer accorded reality. I would like to conclude this with the Biblical
injunction “Go ye and do likewise.”
It is quite apparent that
this depends on the kind of knowledge which was NOT referred to by the “Tree of
Knowledge” which bore lies as fruit. The knowledge that illuminates rather than
obscures is the knowledge which not only makes you free, but also shows you
clearly that you ARE free.
Lead in for p. 61 (after
insert)
The preceding sections were inserted because of the necessity of distinguishing
between real and false knowledge. Having made this distinction, it is well to
return to the errors already listed a while back. It might be well to
recapitulate them here.
The first involved the
fallacy that only the physical is real. The second involved things rather than
people. The third involves the endowment of the physical with non-physical
properties. And the fourth clarified the misuse of knowledge. All of them were
subsumed under possession fallacies. The denial mechanism for three has already
been set forth in some detail, and will also continue after the following:
May 31, 1967 SPECIAL MESSAGE
You still have too much faith in the body as a source of strength. What plans
do you make that do NOT involve its comfort or protection or enjoyment in some
way? This makes it an end and not a means in your interpretation, and this
ALWAYS means YOU STILL FIND SIN ATTRACTIVE. No-one accepts Atonement for
himself who still accepts sin as his goal. You have thus not met your one
responsibility. Atonement is not welcomed by those who PREFER pain and
destruction.
You have made much progress,
and are really trying to make still more, but there is one thing you have never
done; not for one instant have you utterly forgotten the body. It has faded at
times from your sight, but it has not yet COMPLETELY DISAPPEARED. You are not
asked to let this happen for more than an instant, but it is in this instant
that the miracle of Atonement happens. Afterwards, you will see the body again,
but never quite the same. And every instant that you spend WITHOUT awareness of
it gives you a
different view of it, when you return.
At no SINGLE instant does the
body exist at all. It is always remembered or anticipated, but NEVER
experienced just now. Only its past and future make it seem real. Time controls
it entirely. For sin is never present. In any SINGLE instant, the attraction of
guilt would be experienced as pain and nothing else, and would be avoided. IT
HAS NO ATTRACTION NOW. Its whole attraction is imaginary, and therefore MUST be
thought of from the past, or in the future.
It is impossible to accept
the holy instant WITHOUT RESERVATION unless, JUST FOR AN INSTANT, you are
willing to see no past or future. You cannot PREPARE for it without placing it
in the FUTURE. Release is given you the INSTANT you desire it. Many have spent
a lifetime in preparation, and have, indeed, achieved their instants of
success. This course does not attempt to teach more than they learned in time.
But it does aim at SAVING time.
You are attempting to follow
a very long road to the goal you have accepted. It is extremely difficult to
reach Atonement by fighting against sin. Enormous effort is expended in the
attempt to make holy what is hated and despised. Nor is a lifetime of
contemplation, and long periods of meditation aimed at DETACHMENT from the body
necessary. All such attempts will ultimately succeed, because of their purpose.
But the means are tedious and very time consuming, for all of them LOOK TO THE
FUTURE for release from a state of present unworthiness and inadequacy.
Your way will be different.
NOT in purpose, but in means. A HOLY RELATIONSHIP IS A MEANS OF SAVING TIME.
One instant spent TOGETHER restores the universe to BOTH of you. You ARE
prepared. Now you need but remember YOU NEED DO NOTHING. It would be FAR more
profitable now merely to concentrate on this, than to consider what you SHOULD
do.
When peace comes at last to
those who wrestle with temptation, and fight against giving in to sin; when the
light comes at last into the mind given to contemplation, or when the goal is
finally achieved by anyone, it ALWAYS comes with just ONE happy realization, -
“I need do nothing.” Here is the ultimate release that everyone will one day
find in his own way, at his own time. We do not need this time. Time has been
SAVED for you, because you are together. This is the special means this course
is using, to save you time.
You are not making use of the
course if you insist on using means that have served others well, neglecting what
was made for YOU. Save time for me by only this one preparation, and practice
doing NOTHING ELSE. “I need do nothing” is a statement of allegiance, a truly
undivided loyalty. Believe it for just one instant, and you will accomplish
more than is given to a century of contemplation, or of struggle against
temptation.
To DO anything involves the
body. And, if you recognize you NEED do nothing, you HAVE withdrawn the body’s
value from your mind. Here is quick and open door through which you slip past
centuries of effort, and ESCAPE from time. This is the way in which sin loses
ALL attraction RIGHT NOW. For here is time denied, and past and future gone.
Who need do nothing has no need for time. To do nothing is to rest, and make a
place within you where the activity of the body ceases to demand attention.
Into this place the Holy Spirit comes, and there abides.
He will remain when you
forget, and the body’s activities return to occupy your conscious mind. But
there will always be this place of rest, to which you can return. And you will
be more aware of the quiet center of the storm, than all its raging activity.
This quiet center, IN WHICH YOU DO NOTHING, will remain with you, giving you
rest in the midst of every busy doing on which you are sent. For, FROM this
center, will you be directed how to use the body sinlessly. It is this center,
from which the body is ABSENT, that will keep it so, in your awareness of it.
March 11, 1968 Special
Message:
When you come to the place where the branch in the road is quite apparent, you
cannot go ahead. You MUST go one way or the other. For now, if you go straight
ahead, the way you were going before you came to the branch, YOU WILL GO
NOWHERE. The whole purpose of coming this far is to decide WHICH BRANCH YOU
WILL TAKE FROM HERE ON. The way you came no longer matters. IT CAN NO LONGER
SERVE.
No-one who reaches this far
CAN make the wrong decision. But he CAN delay. And there is no part of the
journey that seems more hopeless and futile than standing where the road branches,
and not deciding which way to go. It is only the first few steps along the
right way that seem hard, because you HAVE chosen, but you still think you can
go back and make the other choice.
This is not so. A choice made
with the power of Heaven to uphold it cannot BE undone. Your way IS decided.
There will be nothing you
will NOT be told, if you acknowledge this.